12:34 AM - Tuesday, October 20, 2009
JIAYOU HUIXUAN FOR ALEVELS :D
I WANNA GET STRAIGHT As AND VERY THANKFUL I HAVE GOOD FRIENDS AND EYECANDY AT THE LIBRARY TO MAKE STUDYING LESS BORING AND TO PREVENT ME FROM DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY.
MISSED THE LAST CHAPEL IN AC. HOPE GOD KNOWS THAT IVE DOCTOR APPOINTMENT, NOT I DONT WANNA GO. BLESS ME OKAY ><
JIAYOU MY SPECIAL ONE AND ONLY TOO (: YOU GIVE ME A SILENT STRENGTH (:
YOU WOULDNT SEE THIS, BUT HOPE YOU KNOW THATS HOW I FEEL (:
8:23 PM - Tuesday, April 14, 2009
how often do miracles happen? GOLD WITH HONOURS :D this is a post that should have appeared half a month ago (: i think the last time i came online was probably a few weeks ago, you wont believe how thick the dust above my com is all the time. i look ugly in all the pics so shall not post them here :/ anyway anyone can go facebook to check (: rv's dance metamorphosis is this thurs 16th april :D hope they get gold with honours ! Same for qian nu and matsuri :D 3 gold with honours from one dance troupe is so wahh okay ! ((:
if you're playing some game that needs you to find a super unlucky person, you probably can look for me. these two months have been VERY screwed. but ang hui xuan is all grown up already okay, i'll look forward ((:
okay im very tired.
10:35 PM - Thursday, March 26, 2009
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.
Found this quiz link from dawn's blog and she thinks hers is accurate. Mine isnt entirely accurate right? ehh i dont know :/
8:40 PM - Friday, March 06, 2009
Life is often so full of irony. This happened again, who did i turn to when i was so damn upset? Myself, or rather no one. The moment i got the results, my first instinct wasnt to cry. It felt so dreamy that everything seemed so unrealistic. Like huh, how could this have happened to me? 42.9% of A students, 100% within grade A-D, why do i have to fall within the lower end category? I got a C okay, dont mind people knowing but im going to hate it so much if anyone mentions it to me. I thought i would be happy with an A and quite sad with a B, problem is i didnt prepare myself for a C at all. I didnt even know how to react when i saw that retarded C grade. I seriously hate myself.
And why is it that sometimes people who arent even like super close to you are more concerned than people who mean much more? Why did i not feel your genuine concern when i most needed it? I guess i had enough, enough of the crying-alone-in-the-toilet kind of thing. I am strong, but it doesnt mean that you can throw me all alone.
12:44 AM - Saturday, February 28, 2009
Seriously im freaking disgusted with all the ugly icons on my blog now ): ):
i wanted to come online to do the gp commentaries but here i am rotting away ! Watched He's just not that into you. Omg damn nice movie but just that the ending could have been more conclusive. All the symptoms of He's-just-not-that-into-you, enough to throw girls into a fit of paranoia. I can totally imagine girls going back to question their boyfriends after watching it ! i guess guys can be rather cruel but hiding your hot fling inside a cupboard while having sex with your wife in the room is like so what the hell?! Do such things actually happen in reality? :/
Anyway school is overwhelming me more than alil bit. I want to work hard but im stressed :/ even more stressed out by people i see in school. Yea im paranoid but sorry im just like that. Luckily i had a happy friday and followed by a happy wednesday ! :p
im very tired. goodnight (:
12:15 AM - Saturday, January 31, 2009
Hello im freaking tired :/
tired tired tired.
i think i slept less than 24 hours for the past 5 days and the tiredness made me feel so grumpy ): And plus im pissed with how certain things function. How more disorganised can anything else be?
There's so much to complete in this weekends. Hydrocarbons tutorial, vectors tutorial(i left a million blanks because i honestly didnt know how to do ):), econs case study and gp commentary. *GASPS* Plus non-school-work-but-urgent things that i need to finish. Sigh another tiring weekend. I'll try persuading myself not to pon school next week >.<
Chinese new year was generally fine, though i find the part of me winning $200 from gambling rather ridiculous. It's recession but seems like people are still rather generous with angbao money. I got at least $100 more than last year ! (: Love collecting money :p but chinese new year = eat alot :/ Argh i really ate alot okay ): I abstained from chocolates for so long even when some ppl tried to tempt me repeaedly. But i ate so much chocolates while i went visiting !! :/ First day of chinese new year was super long because i was away from home for about 21 hours. LOL. After visiting my ahma at tampinese, went marina square Kbox with cousin and sister. I was really really shagged and almost fell asleep while they were high-ing over some crazy songs. 11pm-4am spent in Kbox :D Decided not to spend so much on cab fare so waited for the train to start working. Took the first train at 6.25. Like wth damn late or early or whatever you call it >.< My feet were aching from wearing the heels and then some china workers kept rushing to get seats, of course couldnt win them right ! I swear i was going to fall asleep while standing ! My disgusting sister went to sleep before bathing ._. I think she was even more tired than me ! At least i still struggled to keep myself awake and bathed first ((: Yay clean huixuan ! :D Slept with wet hair but still woke up with good hair ((: !
Im starting to be so naggy. Chinese new year was just pretty good kay :D
And i finally made a decision to hold you close (:
12:21 PM - Sunday, January 25, 2009
200th post (:
COnsidering this blog has been around for 2years plus, i cant help thinking how lousy i am that this is ONLY the 200th post.
I've been thinking so much, weighing the pros and cons and asking myself repeatedly. Currently still in the process of thinking, weighing and asking. Last night i was still thinking at the moment before i fell asleep.. And then i dreamt that i finally spoke up, finally thrashed out everything that i've been keeping inside me. It was such a disturbing night. It's like usually when you wake up from a dream, it wont continue anymore right? But i woke up so many times in the night and yet the dream continues on and on and on and on..
Maybe it's not always best to be completely honest with your feelings. Some words are better off left unsaid. Bruises are better than open wounds.
Gotta finish my essay and math tutorial. Chinese new year tomorrow ! ((:
I hope im looking forward to it ! Getting red packets is good :D
'Blogging is merely a self-indulgent exercise and serves no real purpose.' Do you agree? Essay question ._.
